Silence teaches us a lot...

dear, sory for being missing these few days..
tahla.. bole ke xpe kalau sy nak ckp,
im not hapy without you..
yet, in certain situation, i just cant accept u..

bukan sy xnk msg awk..
n bkn sy xnk rep msg awk..
cuma sy rse awk bukan fauzi yg dlu..
n selagi sy rse mcm tu,
sy xsedia lg utk hipokrit n pretend mcm xde bnda yg jd..

sy diam sbb sy nk bg masa utk kita sama2 fikir..
kita masing2 da besa..
sekarang bkn masa tuk sy main2 dah.
kita lain awk.. kita sangat2 lain..
dah nk dekat setahun hubungan kte..
tp tahla.. there is no chemistry between us..
mungkin awk terlalu baik utk sy..
atau sy yg x sempurna utk awk..
the truth is, im trying very hard to ignored my feeling..

kadang2, sy rse macam sy dah ckup faham mohd fauzi..
kadang2 sy rse macam sy da bole handle perangai awk..
kadang2 sy rse xde mslh tuk sy masuk dengan cara awk..
tapi..
tak selalu perasaan kadang2 tu akan ada..
bila smpai masa, sy terasa.. kenapa sy sorg je yg kna fhm awk?
kenapa sy sorg jr yg kena ikut cara awk?
n kenapa sy sorg je yg kena berubah utk awk?

to love is to accept his or her bad and good..
atas sebab tu la sy bertahan..
awk tau x.. sy sygkan hubungan ni sngt2..
awk x syg ke hubungan kita ni?

knp awk xpenah tnya sbb sy marah awk?
knp awk xpnh terasa nk amik tau sbb sy diam dgn awk?
knp awk xpnh nk kisah sy rse ape?
sy kena pergi dlu dlm hdp awk ke baru awk akn stat fikir?
mohd fauzi, seriously, byk sgt sy terasa hati dgn awk..
in fact, bnda da jd besa n byk sgt smpai sy xbole nk msg or rep msg awk da.

ask me what do i aspect from u.. will u?
have some care to ask.. can u?
show some effort to make things okay..
awk tau x, somethings are better left unsaid..
tpi sy da penat sgt da nk diam..

kalau awk rse awk x salah then its okay.
bia jela mcm ni..
mayb masa akn slow2 buat kita lupa each other..

to be honest, sy rindu awk..