psychological facts!
do you noe dat when sum0ne appears in your dreams,
its because that the person misses u.. ♥


whether its true or not, HE noes betta.. :)


minggu ni, straight mimpi farhan..
tah pape.. xfhm.. knp mesti FARHAN?!


nono.. ckup2 laa tu..
not gonna repeat de history..
dunia mmg mcm ni, atau aku yg mcm ni??
tahla..xfhm ngn dri sendiri..


tgk bln, teringat kat farhan.. :)
tgk kl, teringat kat fauzi.. :)
double F! btl2 wat aku ssh hati..


i belive guys will always be able to make girls cry..
but if a gurl can make a boy cry,
it clearly mean shes everything for him.. <3


bole ke xpe klu nk ckp tu sume tipu?
clearly boys' tears doesnt mean anything..
all of them cried b4 for me..


farhan... suatu masa dlu, dye penah nanges..
ble kantoi ngn aku dye tipu aku..
dye nanges sbb rse bsalah.. dye nanges sbb dye tau dye salah..
dye nanges sbb dye tau dye da wat aku sdh..
n aku pn turut nanges.. aku nanges sbb dye tipu aku.. 
aku nanges sbb dgr dye nanges..
comel kn?
tp dat doesnt mean im everything for him..


fauzi.. mamat yg garang ni pn penah nanges..
in real life.. depan2 aku..
sbbnya, dye tengking aku..
sumpah mmg tersentak n tkejut sgt..
xsangka dye bole tinggi suare smpai mcm tu ngn aku..
nasib x naik tgn je.. n aku.. juz snyap seribu bahasa...
ble da hilang mara, nanges pujuk aku..
n aku.. nanges jugak.. aku nanges sbb takut..
aku nanges sbb tgk dye nanges..
comel jugak kn?
and again, izit im everything 4 him??


abang azam..
air mata dye pn penah mengalir utk aku..
sbb, tgn dye laju tampar pipi ni..
dye nanges sbb menyesal xbole control baran dye..
dye nanges sbb aku xmelawan.. 
dye nanges sbb aku juz snyap bila kena sepak..
n aku.. aku nanges jugak..
aku nanges sbb dye beria2 minx maaf..
aku nanges ble dgr dye jnj xkn naik tgn da..
aku nanges bila tgk air mata dye jatuh..
again.. aku rse bnda tu comel..
tp tetap jugak.. aku bkn segalanya tuk dye..


jadi betul ke statement lelaki hanya akn menangis utk org yg dye syg??
aku tlalu baik atau tlalu bodoh??


abg azam, penah naik tgn.. tp aku x bsuara..
tetap jugak syg dye..
smpai laa dye blalu..


fauzi, penah tengking aku..
tengking yg slama ni xpenah pn aku dapat,even dr cik abah..
tp still, x kurang syg aku kat dye..


farhan, lelaki terbaik yg penah aku kenal..
xpenah lngsng tinggi suara n naik tgn..
lelaki paling matang yg penah aku kenal..
sentiasa tenang even tgh mara..
cuma, keadaan memaksa dye menipu..
aku tau dye tipu.. tp ape bole aku buat?
still gak syg aku menggunung kat dye, even bbakul penipuan dye buat..




pelik kn hidup ni?
kita akn jd bnci ble keadaan memaksa..
mcm skrg..
sekeliling aku.. hari2 kutuk fauzi.. 
kak na, kak nis, nana, wani..semua!
semua marah sgt kt dye..
mcm2 dorg ckp..
memang.. bnda da sgt2 jelas..
dye bkn lelaki yg baik..
tp kenapa hati still xbole nk benci dye?
aku jd bnci dye, ble org bckp buruk pasal dye..
aku turut rse marah kat dye, ble org marah dye..
tp ble aku sorg2, aku ok.. lembut je ati aku..
skit pn xmara..
bodoh kn aku?
tahla.. mayb aku bkn org yg suka mara lama2..
aku xreti nk simpan mara lama2..
biala dorg jaat mcm mne pn..
aku bole mara n bnci kejap je..


emm.. i guess u've found ur way..
finally awk ngn kak niza gak kn?
tipu laa if sy ckp sy x rse pape..
tp mayb ni yg tbaik..
insyaallah, akn ade lelaki yg much2 betta 4 me in future..
amin.. :))


farhan asaari..
awk sgt btuah sbb xde sorg pn bnci awk..
kak na, kak nis sume syg sgt2 kat awk..
sy xfhm kenapa, sy try wat dorg bnci awk..
sy penah suruh kak na stop contact awk..
tp sy rse sy xberhak kn nk putuskan hubungan kakak n adik? 
kak na syg kamu..serius x tipu..
dye sgt2 hormat kamu..
n sbb sekeliling xpenah bnci awk, sy pn jd xbole nk bnci awk..
sy juz wat xtau je..
ble kua ngn kak nis, mesti ade je nama kamu klua dr mulut dye..
kadang2 sy hapi..
sbb family sy sentiasa ingt awk..
tp kadang2 sy geram.. sbb dorg mcm syg awk lebih dr sy..
do u noe, cik tau sy cpl ngn fauzi dlu, tp still, nama awk yg dye sebut..
kalau laa fauzi tau, mesti kecik ati dye..
pape pn, farhan asaari..
da dpt keje ye kamu?
dats gud.. :)
mayb its a gud start..
permulaan baik tuk segalanya..
da lama sgt nana tunggu awk..
cepat2 keje ye..
pastu kawen! :P






sudah2!
lepas ni, blog ni akn cite psl aku je..
pasal SYAZUERA ISMAIL je.. <3




p/s: awk semua xkan datang blk even sy 
nanges byk mne pn kn?
jd, ptt ke sy bazirkan air mata sy lg?
i guess its not worth it!