nk express prasaan lg bole ke xpe?

isshhh!! ssh owh klu ati n fikiran ni x selaras!
sumpah ase nk lempang laju2 je dri sendri..
baru aritu da set mind xmo pk2 da..
tp tipu je.. mne bole x pk..
gerammm!! :((

bace blk post2 kite dlm kamu manja..
wat sy mengeluh...
haisssh.. rindunya kt kamu...
sy nk delete.. tp syg..
msg2 awk.. gamba2 sume..
ikutkan otak ni, nk remove je sume..
delete! tapi sayang.. :((
tiap kali rindu awk.. sy dok ulang2 bace msg kita..
bongok x??
emm.. biala.. selagi sy x bosan..
bace jela.. :P

dulu..
mse ngn farhan pn mcm tu..
sy x bole nk delete msg2 n gamba2 dye..
sampai skrg msg2 tu ade..
xpenah skali pn sy delete..
cume.. lepas sy ngn kamu,
gamba dye, sy transfer dlm lappy..
sbb sy xnk kamu tau sy still simpan..
tkt kamu terasa..
msg2 dye xbole nk transfer..
jadi sy wat keputusan..
beli fon baru..

tp skrang..
xkn sy nk kena beli fon baru lg sebab xnk delete msg kmu??
isshh.. mengarut namenya tuu!!
emmm.. dakpe2..
smpai ble sy nk lari dr mslh kn?
a strong gurl will nvr turn away from the fact.
watever it is, fact is still fact.
face d fact, n u'll b just fine!
kn??

ehh.. nk tau sumthng x??
baru sy pasan.. everytime sy sedih..
everytime sy rse nk mara or luahkan prasaan,
sy akn ter speaking..
haha.. poyo x??
dunno y.. feel more release using english words..
sbb bahasa mcm too dramatic laa..
nnt ble da lama skit..
ble sy baca blog sy blk.. mesti sy nk tgelak..
aduyaiii.. izit rily me who wrote all these blog??
seriously sgt2 xbole bla..
haha..

im trying very hard to act normal..
tyring hard not to be in sad mode while blogging..
life is not as sweet as we wish.. :)
always remember ye syazuera ismail..
dun aspect for a hero who will love u,
just like in the novel..
cause its all bullshit!
xkn ade lelaki macam tu kt real life.
never!

again..
i feel sorry 4 my heart..
sbb sy xjumpe lg guy yg xkn hurt ati ni..
cinta dtg sendiri..
i guess this tyme..
i'll stick on dat..
no more chasing 4 guys..
from now onwards,
only guys yg akn pk psl sy...
4 all the pain i have been through..
4 all the tears dat coming out..
4 all those silly decision ive made..
i promise..
xkn ade lagi lelaki yg akn wat air mata ni jatuh da!
real promise!
to myself!


p/s : thanx to all those who didn't love me..
couldnt love me, or refused to love me..
you guys taught me how to love myself! <3